So today, I'm going to Swansea to go for an open day and Swansea university. I'm kind of nervous I think, because at the moment I don't really know where I want to go and I'm suddenly realising that its actually kind of important to pick a place that I really like because I'm going to be living there for the next three years.
I worked out the other day thats its like less than six months until I leave school. I went to my secondary schools sixth form so I've literally not been to another school type environment since I was like 11, and now I'm looking at moving to a completely different part of the country. I live in Oxford at the moment (well just outside but don't stalk me!) and so I'm looking at moving quite a distance away. The closest place I'm looking at is Bath which is like an hour and a half away.
Its scary, I feel like until now I haven't had to grow up or anything and then suddenly I'm going to go from living with my parents, with my mum cooking me dinner every night and food kind of just being in my house magically, to cooking and cleaning for myself and shopping by myself.
I wouldn't say I'm childish or anything but I'm really close to my mum, we do all sorts together and we get along really well, which is going to make leaving really hard. At the moment, I spend a good portion of my day talking with my mum or doing something with her, and I'm really going to miss her when she's not there.
Also how do washing machines work? Because overtime I look at one its all just completely alien to me. Do they need that many buttons? Is it actually necessary?! Probably not. I'm sure that those buttons are there literally to confuse people. I really like my clothes... I don't want them to shrink or anything.
Also I really don't like people and now I'm going to have to live with a bunch of them. Ones I don't know as well. Gah..
Moral of this post: Growing up sucks and I don't want to do it.
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